as student, as employee

This is my life, pressure, torment, etc..
Have you experienced being pressured?
Being pressurized by the temperature around you?
Have you gone to the point of surrendering?

     I was then 17yrs old when i started working.
At that age, it was so hard for me to cope up with the 
new surroundings i have been. As time goes by, i learned
how to deal with the people around me as well as to manage
my confusiness. Until such time that i decided to enter a
more hard and challenging life. I went back to school,
thinking that i can manage my time, self-descipline, and determination
to pursue this kind of journey. Now, as i assess myself, i am pressured
but at the same time i'm enjoying being busy. It's hard to wake up in the
morning feeling still so tired inspite of the hours of sleep.
But then i have to force myself, because i still have to go to work.
If i will not work, no one will suffice my studies.
This is what i learned in life, be a positive thinker, if you are negative,
you can't survive being a student, and as an employee.